Saturday, May 16, 2026

Three Duets

Beyond the information interstate, the lilacs are blooming right here, right now, Walt Whitman.

I thought I saw a catbird in a dogwood at Dunkin Donuts this sunny springtime afternoon, Ralphie boy.

Pure consciousness is nondual Brahman. Reflected consciousness is the primordial binary system called Samsara, Grasshopper.


Hiking Monadnock four times in sixteen years like our spiritual olympics.

A little more than halfway on our country tour across America the interstate goes

completely silent, as if the desert sucks the life out of anything that crosses it.


Maya is beginningless but Brahman is endless.

The material world appears in consciousness and not vice versa. 

Consciousness is Brahman.

Springtime Fireworks in Brahman

Awareness is and suddenly there is an appearance in awareness. The mind quickly draws a picture until a match is made in memory and stops. Awareness never ends.

Even the body-mind is an appearance in awareness so subtle in its evolution, it's reflecting consciousness as some inner instrument superimposed on Brahman.

There's the revelation of divine imagination in this manifestation of self-awareness. Maya is the why and how. Chrysanthemum! Roman Candle! Weeping Willow!


Consciousness Only Knows

There's a tendency to mistake attention for awareness. In Maya, attention is reflected consciousness and awareness is pure consciousness.

Reflected consciousness resembles pure consciousness like a lowland swamp resembles an alpine lake. Attention minus thought equals awareness.

Is awareness Nirguna Brahman and attention Saguna Brahman? That's one way to put it. It's that awareness behind attention which lends reality to people, gods, and universe.

Attention comes and goes but awareness neither begins nor ends. As matter can't know matter, the mind doesn't know a thing. Only consciousness knows. 



~reference Pacadasi 8:1-25ish





Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Consciousness Is

Your very consciousness is

the ground called brahman

or that basic awareness

in which every thought

between heaven and

earth appears.


Reflexive Coyote

Not too far from the Bay of Fundy is the Gulf of Maine and why there's ten foot tides here

as the hydrologic apocalypse called the mouth of the Merrimack River returns to Brahman.

North is Salisbury Beach where Frank Sinatra once played The Frolics in 1950. 

South is Plum Island where Masconomet knows the truth of Atman and calls it real Agawam.










The Doer: Talks on Pancadasi 7:194-236

Who's the doer? Is it the witness consciousness or reflected consciousness or both together? As the witness is pure consciousness or nondual Brahman and beyond all relationship, it's not that.

And reflected consciousness in Maya is just an illusion existing upon the substrate of Brahman, like proverbial snake to rope, and can't be a doer all by itself.

There's no doer. Via avidya, reflected consciousness identifies with the reflector of consciousness and suffers sympathetic pain from a mind thinking it's the doer rather than effortless nondoing.

The Jivanmukti Creed (radical edit of Pancadasi 7:252-295)

The satisfaction by external objects is limited, but the satisfaction of liberation in life is unlimited.

The satisfaction of direct knowledge engenders the feeling that all that was to be achieved has been achieved, and all that was to be enjoyed has been enjoyed.

Nothing further remains to be done.


For what purpose should I engage myself in worldly concerns?

Let those who are entitled to it, explain the scriptures or teach the Vedas; I am not so entitled because all my actions have ceased.

I am the sum of all the experiences in the universe; where is the separate experience for me?

I have obtained all that was to be obtained and have done all that was to be done; this is my unshakable conviction.


I am the witness of all.

I do nothing nor cause anything to be done.

It is proper that the wise man when with the ignorant should act in accord with their actions, just as a loving father acts according to the wishes of his little children.

With the ignorant a wise man should behave in such a way as will enable them to have realization; in this world he has no other duty except awakening the ignorant.


Blessed am I, blessed.

I have the constant vision of my Self!

The bliss of Brahman shines clearly to me!

I am free from the sufferings of the world.

My ignorance has fled away, I know not where.

I have no further duty to perform.

I have now achieved the highest that one can aspire to.

There is nothing to compare with my great bliss!

Blessed am I, blessed.



~translation by Swahananda (radical edit of Pancadasi 7:252-295)




Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Doer & Enjoyer (Pancadasi 7:194-236)

194. Now who is the doer and enjoyer? Is it the immutable Kūṭastha or the reflected consciousness, Cidābhāsa, or a union of the two? Kūṭastha cannot be the enjoyer since it is associationless.

195. Enjoyment signifies the change that results from identification with the sensations of pleasure and pain. If the immutable Kūṭastha is the enjoyer, it becomes mutable, then would it not be self-contradictory?

196. Cidābhāsa is subject to the changing conditions of the intellect, and he undergoes modifications; but Cidābhāsa being illusory exists only by virtue of his real substratum, and therefore he cannot by himself be the enjoyer.

It is not possible to separate Cidābhāsa from its substratum Kūṭastha, to attribute pleasure or pain to it. The Kūṭastha, which is associationless, cannot be the enjoyer; Cidābhāsa, without Kūṭastha, cannot maintain itself, how can it enjoy? So both of them should be taken as the enjoyer. That it is due to a wrong notion is evident.


197. In common parlance, therefore, Cidābhāsa in conjunction with Kūṭastha is considered to be the enjoyer. But the Śruti begins with both the types of Self and concludes that Kūṭastha alone remains.

200. Owing to ignorance the enjoyer superimposes the reality of Kūṭastha on to himself. Consequently he considers his enjoyment to be real and does not want to give it up. The ‘enjoyer’ here means Jīva or Cidābhāsa.

215. ‘That Self which is not subject to experience in any of the three states, which can be called pure consciousness, the witness, the ever blissful, and which is neither the enjoyer nor the enjoyment or the object of enjoyment, That I am.

216. When the Self has been differentiated in this way, what remains as the enjoyer is Cidābhāsa or Jīva who is also known as the sheath of the intellect, and who is subject to change.

So Cidābhāsa is the enjoyer.

217. This Cidābhāsa is a product of Māyā. Śruti and experience both demonstrate this. The world is a magical show, and Cidābhāsa is included in it.

Cidābhāsa is not transcendentally real. As consciousness he is Kūṭastha, as the antaḥkaraṇa reflecting consciousness he is a product or manifestation of Māyā.


222. Thus the words ‘for whose gratification’ in the first verse, are intended to denote that there is no enjoyer at all, and consequently, to the enlightened there are no bodily miseries.

230. None of these affections are natural to Cidābhāsa. How then can they be attributed to Kūṭastha? The fact is that through the force of ignorance (Avidyā) Cidābhāsa imagines himself to be identified with the three bodies and is affected.

231. Cidābhāsa superimposes on the three bodies the reality of the Kūṭastha and imagines that these three bodies are his real Self.

232. As long as the illusion lasts Cidābhāsa continues to take upon himself the states which the bodies undergo and is affected by them, as an infatuated man feels himself affected when something affects his family.

234. By discrimination ridding himself of all illusion and without caring for himself the Cidābhāsa always thinks of the Kūṭastha. How can he still be subject to the afflictions pertaining to the bodies? The Cidābhāsa knows himself to be unreal, his real nature being Kūṭastha.

236. As a man who has injured another through ignorance humbly begs his forgiveness on realizing his error, so Cidābhāsa submits himself to Kūṭastha

He gave offence to Kūṭastha by calling It by some other name full of defects! Now he surrenders his sense of separateness and merges in Kūṭastha.


~translation and commentary by Swahananda


Verses 126-251 have dealt with destruction of suffering as a result of knowledge. The seventh state mentioned in verse 33 is now being discussed in 252-298.



Saturday, May 9, 2026

Ode to Sargent Mountain Pond

Between Sargent & Penobscot Mountains in Acadia NP is Sargent Mountain Pond believed to be the very first lake in Maine formed after the last glacial period known as the Ice Age. 

From personal hiking experience, it's like a spot of paradise. I once witnessed Adam and Eve and Abel swimming there in primordial Maya one June afternoon.

People of the Dawnland call this pond The Lake of Clouds. For the veiling of Self is beginning here on its way to cover those pink granite peaks with thick fog from that cold eastern sea.



Everyday Nonduality

Maya is like a movie that comes, changes, and goes, over and over again.

Consciousness is like the silver screen on which it appears but imperceptible and indescribable

(beyond all space-time, absolute ground, called Brahman by the Revelators of the Himalayas).

The concept of Brahman is genius. The fact that Atman (soul, spark of divinity and one's true self) is 

Brahman is mind-blowing. I minus Avidya = That minus Maya. Attention minus thought is consciousness. 

2. Satcitananda is One Word

Existence is the ground of the universe. Consciousness is the space of the mind. Bliss is that holistic infinity of love.

Existence, consciousness, and bliss are not attributes of Brahman but the nondual nature of Atman. That's why satcitananda is one word. 

Revelators look out, in, and through. And see entwined a universe, the mind, and love sweet love. Satcitananda is their substrate.

3. Ode to Sargent Mountain Pond

Between Sargent & Penobscot Mountains in Acadia NP is Sargent Mountain Pond believed to be the very first lake in Maine formed after the last glacial period known as the Ice Age. 

From personal hiking experience, it's like a spot of paradise. I once witnessed Adam and Eve and Abel swimming there in primordial Maya one June afternoon.

People of the Dawnland call this pond The Lake of Clouds. For the veiling of Self is beginning here on its way to cover those pink granite peaks with thick fog from that cold eastern sea.



Pancadasi Complete Translations for Kindle and Print

"The author, Śri Vidyāraṇya Swāmin is said to have been the Head of the Śringeri Math (one of the four principal Maths established by Bhagavān Śaṅkarācārya himself) from 1377 to 1386." ~Ramakrishna Math

"The Pañcadaśī of Śri Vidyāraṇya is a comprehensive manual of Advaita Vedānta, enjoying great popularity with those who want to have a clear presentation of the truths of Advaita... As Śri Vidyāraṇya says even at the outset, the aim of his work is to teach the supreme truth in an easily understandable manner to those whose hearts have been purified through the worship of the lotus-like feet of the Guru." ~T.M.P. Mahadevan


The best English translation (imho) is by Swami Swahananda (minister and spiritual leader of the Vedanta Society of Southern California from 1976 to 2012), published by Sri Ramakrishna Math. It is a one volume complete translation (457 pgs) with incisive commentary where needed. It includes the Sanskrit script but no transliteration in romanagiri. And the price is more than right: $3.99! Paperback is $18.95.

https://amzn.to/42qlzzp


Swami Anubhavananda (a disciple of Swamis Chinmayananda and Dayananda, now off on his own as Be Happy Inc) has a 5 volume edition with script, romanagiri, word by word translation, a summary translation, and comprehensive commentary. BUT, although published as a Kindle book, it's really a PDF without the ability of resizing text, etc. Thus, the print versions are, for me, a better, if more expensive, choice. All told, the Kindle edition in five volumes adds to $29.95 (print at $58.85).

https://amzn.to/4uwY2ZA (vol. 1 of 5)


Another option is by John M. Denton, a scholarly Advaita Vedanta translatior. His one volume set in true Kindle format is a complete 15 chapter translation with no Sanskrit or romanagiri, and very limited commentary. Kindle price is $5.50 (print is $28.50). Denton has also published a 3 volume set with script, romanagiri, word by word and summary translation with some notes. But this is also a PDF format in Kindle. The price for the set is $16.50 (print is $85.50).

https://amzn.to/4dcNQOT (15 ch. trans)

https://amzn.to/4uCD7nW (vol 1 of 3)


James Swartz (an American disciple of Swami Dayananda) has published a one volume translation and commentary entitled ‘Inquiry into Existence’. It is a complete translation without any Sanskrit but with extensive commentary. Kindle price is $12.99 (print: $20.00).

https://amzn.to/3QVU9iw



Translations on Specific Chapters

Mahavakya by Swami Sarvapriyananda (Minister in Charge, of the Vedanta Society of New York since 2017) on the fifth chapter, Mahāvākya Viveka, Analysis of the Great Sayings. (K: $3.99 P: $7.99) https://amzn.to/3RyG2zJ 

Tṛpti Dīpa by Swami Tejomayananda (head of Chinmaya Mission from 1994 to 2017) on the seventh chapter, Trpti Dipa, The Lamp of Contentment. (K:$10.00 P:mkt) https://amzn.to/4tYS6ss 

Tattva Vivekah by Swami Tejomayananda on the first chapter, The Differentiation of the Real Principle. (Print only: mkt) https://amzn.to/3QXrxW9 

Pancadasi by Swami Tejomayananda on chapters 5, 10, 15. (Print only: mkt) https://amzn.to/4wmhzhb



Miscellaneous Commentary / Translation

The Philosophy of the Panchadasi by Swami Krishnananda (General Secretary of the Divine Life Society in Rishikesh, India from 1958 until 2001) (free epub & pdf at https://www.swami-krishnananda.org/panch_00.html)

Commentary on the Panchadasi by Swami Krishnananda (free epub & pdf at https://www.swami-krishnananda.org/panchadasi.html)

Panchadasi ch 1-6 by Swami Gurubhaktananda (Chinmaya Mission & Divine Life Socity) free pdfs at https://chinfo.org/swami-gurubhaktananda-panchadashi/



Public Domain Volumes

Panchadasi Of Vidyaranya (1922) by M. Srinivasa Rau and K.A. Krishnaswamy Aiyar https://archive.org/details/PanchadasiOfVidyaranya/page/n2/mode/1up 

A Hand-Book of Hindu Pantheism. The Panchadasi of Sreemut Vidyaranya Swami (1899) by Nandalal Dhole, L.M.S., https://archive.org/details/AHandBookOfHinduPantheismThePanchadasi_201903/mode/1up



Note: prices as of 5/9/26 on Amazon

Full Disclosure: purchases from some links provided earn me pennies, thank you.





Thursday, May 7, 2026

Light: Talks on Pancadasi 7:91-93

In the perception of a pot, Vidyaranya says, nescience is negated by the intellect, and the pot is revealed by the reflection of the light of consciousness.

In realizing Brahman, the intellect removes ignorance through indirect knowledge, but pure consciousness is self-revealing. The help of its reflection is of no consequence.

It's like perceiving a pot in the darkness—one needs an observant eye and the light of a lamp. But to perceive the light of the lamp, only the eye is necessary.

A reflection of light can't see the light. But a reflection of light may disidentify with the reflector of light and thereby be the light, Aum.

Tuesday, May 5, 2026

To Knowing: Talks on Pancadasi P7:31-44

From Himalayan revelations, one knows the existence of Brahman indirectly. By way of viveka et cetera, one directly realizes I Am Brahman.

By these two modes of knowing, ignorance and its effects are undone. Misconceptions that Brahman Is Nonexistent and Brahman Is Unknown pass away.

Asattavarana (existence (sat) of Brahman veiled) is unveiled by indirect knowledge. In Abhanavarana (the veiling of self-awareness) direct knowing is being conscious Absolute Consciousness (cit of satcitananda) is identical with one’s Self.

Only Ignorance

All things must change. Only ignorance dies.

The universe is beginningless. Only ignorance dies.

Ignorance says that I die. The wise say only ignorance dies.

Transcendental Merrimack River Spring

The forest floor begins to burn bright green in April and by early May is enveloping even the tops of trees. By June, the woods will be enlightening!

By the fourth of May, docks are in the river like a crossword puzzle just begun. A fleet of pleasure boats will fill them in from now to Memorial Day with names like Viveka, Vairagya, Shama, Dama, Mumuksu.

There's a blue moon due on the 31st of May. A mystical midnight river interlude will sparkle like the reflection of consciousness realizing Ayam Atma Brahma.

Monday, May 4, 2026

Seven Stages of Enlightenment (P7:28-47)


Seven Stages Overview

7.28 The Jīva passes through seven stages of experience - firstly total ignorance that there is such a thing as Ātman, then the veiling of the consciousness so that it is not seen, distraction causing doubt and error, indirect knowledge as may be received from a guru or scripture, direct knowledge experienced, the ceasing of sorrow and finally complete satisfaction. These are to be passed through in the search for truth. 

ignorance (Ajnana), veil (Avarana), distraction (Vikshepa), indirect knowledge (Paroksha-Jnana), direct knowledge (Aparoksha-Jnana), freedom from sorrow (Sokamoksha), and satisfaction (Tripti) ~Krishnananda

7.29 When the reflection of consciousness in the mind is attached to the cycle of worldly existence then he does not know that he is the one self-evident Kūṭastha. 

7.30 The Jīva concludes that ‘Kūṭastha is not manifest so it does not exist’ so ‘I am the doer and the enjoyer’. This is the result of superimposition by the projecting power. 

7.31 He is told by the teacher that ‘Kūṭastha is’ and he understands from this indirect knowledge but later he understands through discrimination (direct knowledge) that ‘I am Kūṭastha alone’.

7.32 The attitudes of being the doer or enjoyer (of his actions) is now shaken off and his grief is at an end. What needed to be done has been achieved and he experiences complete satisfaction.

~Pancadasi 7:28-32 (tr-Denton)


First Three Causing Bondage

33. These are the seven stages of Jīva: ignorance, obscuration, superimposition, indirect knowledge, direct knowledge, freedom from grief and unrestricted bliss. (see Note 1)

34. The reflected consciousness, Cidābhāsa, is affected by these seven stages. They are the cause of bondage and also of release. The first three of them are described as causing bondage.

35. Ignorance is the stage characterized by ‘I do not know’ and is the cause of the indifference about truth, lasting as long as discrimination does not mature.

36. The result of the obscuring of the spiritual truth caused by ignorance is such thoughts as ‘Kūṭastha does not exist’, ‘Kūṭastha is not known’, which is contrary to truth. This happens when discrimination is not conducted along scriptural lines.

37. The stage in which Cidābhāsa identifies himself with the subtle and gross bodies is called superimposition. In it he is subject to bondage and suffers as a result of the idea of his being the doer and enjoyer.

38. Though ignorance and the obscuring of the Self precede superimposition, and Cidābhāsa himself is the result of this superimposition, still the first two stages belong not to Kūṭastha but to Cidābhāsa. (see Note 2)


Last Four Causing Release

44. By the two kinds of knowledge ignorance is negated, and with it, its effects, and the ideas ‘Brahman does not exist’ and ‘Brahman is not manifest’ also perish.

45. By indirect knowledge the misconception that Kūṭastha does not exist is negated. Direct knowledge destroys the result of the obscuring of reality expressed in the idea that Brahman is not manifest or experienced. (see Note 3)

46. When the obscuring principle is destroyed, both the idea of Jīva, a mere superimposition, and the grief caused by the worldly idea of agentship are destroyed.

47. When the world of duality is destroyed by the experience of one’s being ever released, there arises, with the annihilation of all grief, an unrestricted and everlasting satisfaction.

~Pancadasi 7:33-38; 44-47 (tr-Swahananda)



Note 1

Stage 1: Ignorance (agnanam). At this stage a person thinks he is his thoughts and takes the world to be real. He doesn’t know that he doesn’t know there is a self, much less that he is it.

Stage 2: Denial, veiling, concealment (avaranam) is expressed ignorance. He takes himself to be the reflected self, thinks the self is an object and says that because he can’t experience it, it doesn’t exist. 

Stage 3: Projection, erroneous notions, are called vikshepa. He hears that there is a self, but has no idea what it is and develops all sorts of fantasies about it. He thinks he is a doer and struggles to experience it, but gets frustrated and suffers a sense of unworthiness on account of his incompetence at achieving it.

Stage 4: Indirect knowledge (prokshajnanam). The individual hears about Vedanta, becomes curious about it and develops some faith in it. He learns that the self exists, but often believes that it is an inconceivable object only attained by “great masters,” but he persists. 

Stage 5: Direct knowledge (aparokshajnanam). He realizes that he cannot experience the self as an object, because he is always experiencing it as the conscious subject. 

Stage 6: Freedom from limitation (moksa). The knowledge, “I am the self,” negates the doer/enjoyer, and seeking stops because he understands that the fullness he is obviates the need to worry. 

Stage 7: Total fulfillment (tripti). He realizes that he accomplished everything that needs to be accomplished and is completely satisfied.

~James Swartz


Note 2

The seven stages spoken of in śloka 33, being stages, cannot be attributed to Brahman, for stages are changes and Brahman is immutable. Of these seven stages the first two create difficulty, inasmuch as the Jīva being still unborn, on whom are the previous two stages to be foisted? The third stage, viz., the projection as something else (Vikṣepa), creates the Jīva; before this stage there is nothing positive.

The author’s solution that although Vikṣepa, i.e., its result the Cidābhāsa or Jīva itself is unborn, its Saṁskāra or Saṁskṛti is there, or, in other words, the unborn Jīva is existing in a subtle form and the two previous stages are of it, of the unborn Jīva.

~Swahananda


Note 3

There are two kinds or two phases of ignorance: asattavarana and abhanavarana. Due to the avarana of maya, known as asattavarana, one has no consciousness of even the existence of Brahman. Even the remote idea of their being such a thing as Brahman cannot arise in the mind due to this avarana called asattavarana. Avarana, or veil, instils the wrong notion into the mind so that one is made to feel that Brahman does not exist. The indirect knowledge which is obtained through study as well as instruction from a Guru is capable of destroying that secondary ignorance which makes us feel that God does not exist, Brahman does not exist, etc. 

The other phase is abhanavarana, the veil that covers the consciousness of there being such a thing at all called Brahman. Direct knowledge, or actual experience of Brahman, dispels the other kind of ignorance which covers the consciousness of Brahman. That is to say, direct knowledge or experience makes one immediately conscious of Brahman as identical with one’s own self.

~Krishnananda







Saturday, May 2, 2026

From Slop to Buddha

As buddhi (intellect) reflects

buddha (intelligence),

slop (artificial intellect) reflects

mind (artificial intelligence).

As buddhi reflects buddha,

slop reflects mind.


Revelation Peak

A god not only knows reality. Gods are unattached to anything which isn't.

Knowing reality is the way. Withdrawing from the world is just its wake.

Children will be children. Gods will be gods. And the gurus will speak in tongues.


On Duality and Nonduality

Both birth and death reveal the unreality of duality. There's no need to figure it further.

Only consciousness is unending. It's non-existence can't be known. Only consciousness is the knower.

Deconstruct duality daily. Why not? Duality is much more trouble than it's worth.

Nonduality, on the other hand, deconstructs your troubles. So watch what you identify with.



reference Pancadasi 6:246-256

Experiencing Nonduality (Pancadasi 6:246-256)

Maya Mahavakya

Worship whatever deity you want. Everything is possible in Maya.

As Maya is beginningless, it makes for excellent gods and true believers.

Freedom is another mahavakya for understanding secondless reality. 

No gods means no people. Maya finally has its happy ending.



reference Pancadasi 6:281-8

Knowledge of Reality is Essential (P6: 281-8)