Monday, January 26, 2015

Venus on a Universal Shell

The gods go living in our DNA. 
Those primal waves of consciousness 
from numberless millennia 
are churning in its chemistry. 
Walking through this Mount Olympus, 
I am every vital one of them. 
I worship each on landscaped altars 
with grateful garlands of wildflowers—
for in truth I'm not a single one of them. 
In essence, even Mars is not a planetary 
warrior but the pull of earliest division. 
Seeing it as such is seeing through it. 
Holding all these gods within my space, 
I honor them but never occupy 
their territory. All but Venus. 
Love! The sea is parting. 
Love! All space is disappearing. 
Love! I'm washing up upon this desert 
shoreline, disembodied, universal, 
bursting with original intent.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Moby I

Thus I give up the search.
Existence is completely unbelievable 
and yet undoubtedly I am. 
Nothing else is as self-evident as this. 
The world is just conditioning, 
be it chemical or social, 
just this matrix formed by evolution 
in the service of enlightening intent. 
But all of it is nothing without consciousness, 
or in that little lower layer of expression, 
all of it is consciousness, all of it, I am. 
But further, maties, further: 
in the seeing all there is is this I am, 
the I that is is making clear 
that nothing other is than I. 
In other words, 
not even am is; 
only I. 
Aye, my captain, aye!

Friday, January 23, 2015

The Moon Quartet

Faith-healing

The moon is nurse tonight.
Its therapeutic crescent
holds the sky within its care.
I feel its soothing reflection
in the bottomless asylum
of these bones. And I divine
its energetic gravity
within this rush of blood.
What wolf is this that walks
my breath? What seventh son am I?
Apollo pulls me from the underworld
with power of a god’s intent.
Oh yes, the world is healed within
a faith beyond all space and time.
And shaman-like I shine!


New Moon Monkeyshine

The moon is only new
because it turns to face the sun.
No longer is the world
a matter of its slightest interest.
Wolves are tame, coyotes
just a waste of breath, and all
the poets drowned themselves
before this singular event.
Their words are washing up
upon this pointless page. They say
the moon is always new;
the world should get a clue.


Deep Goddess

Deep sleep is nearest
that to what I am
and day is time to suffer
all delusions contrary
until I know this that
I am. The moon repeats
as specified. Returning to
the source, the sun is guided
by the cryptic goddess of
our underworld with dark
surreal and swirling dreams
of baby corn and kings,
of river-ways and rings,
of thoughts and things.
Until another day
arrives and sings.


No Independent Variable

There’s a place where science cannot go.
No measurements exist to be observed,
no words to be reviewed. The best that one
can do is point to something obvious
but not within our grasp. A mystic says
to look upon the moon. But most will either
turn that lunatic into a cult
of personality or immeasurably
comment that Apollo 'been there done that'
in nineteen-sixty-nine and all we got
was just a lousy bunch of rocks. No matter.
There’s a thing that science never gets
and I am always That right here right now.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

No Independent Variable

for Debbie
There’s a place where science cannot go.
No measurements exist to be observed,
no words to be reviewed. The best that one
can do is point to something obvious
but not within our grasp. A mystic says
to look upon the moon. But most will either
turn that lunatic into a cult
of personality or immeasurably
comment that Apollo 'been there done that'
in nineteen-sixty-nine and all we got
was just a lousy bunch of rocks. No matter.
There’s a thing that science never gets
and I am always That right here right now. 

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Deep Goddess

Deep sleep is nearest 
that to what I am 
and day is time to suffer 
all delusions contrary 
until I know this that 
I am. The moon repeats 
as specified. Returning to 
the source, the sun is guided 
by the cryptic goddess of 
our underworld with dark 
surreal and swirling dreams 
of baby corn and kings, 
of river-ways and rings, 
of thoughts and things. 
Until another day 
arrives and sings.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

New Moon Monkeyshine

The moon is only new 
because it turns to face the sun. 
No longer is the world 
a matter of its slightest interest. 
Wolves are tame, coyotes 
just a waste of breath, and all 
the poets drowned themselves 
before this singular event. 
Their words are washing up 
upon this pointless page. They say 
the moon is always new; 
the world should get a clue.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Faith-healing

The moon is nurse tonight.
Its therapeutic crescent
holds the sky within its care.
I feel its soothing reflection
in the bottomless asylum
of these bones. And I divine
its energetic gravity
within this rush of blood.
What wolf is this that walks
my breath? What seventh son am I?
Apollo pulls me from the underworld
with power of a god’s intent.
Oh yes, the world is healed within
a faith beyond all space and time.
And shaman-like I shine!


Thursday, January 15, 2015

Siddhi Sense

The kinesthetic understanding that the past and future are contained within the existential present—

the kinesthetic feeling that the undivided universe is my extended body—

the kinesthetic seeing all is here within this space of being—

the kinesthetic flash from nowhere knowing I am That—

such primal powers are the common sense of self-awareness.

And the evolutionary elevation of this human existential self-awareness is now leading to awareness that awareness is oneself—

one can merely remember one is in the world; one can only be the moon; one is sun!

“Perhaps the sentiments contained in the [preceding lines,] are not yet sufficiently fashionable to procure them general favour; a long habit of not thinking a thing wrong, gives it a superficial appearance of being right.”

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Undoing Dimeter

This is being 
writing now. 
Somewhere in 
the world, a child 
is learning long 
division. Yes, 
it's summertime 
in Rio; heavy 
lies the Yang 
in Yellowknife. 
Thoughtless people 
are full of thoughts 
they never see 
but seeing thoughts 
for what they are 
is simply mindful. 
Would you like 
to play a game 
of paradox-
ical roulette? 
Silence is 
the ammunition.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Really Heart Matters

She was five years old when I told her that her world was breaking. Her mother and father were caught within an argument without an ending. 

So I was moving out. And she was crying like I'd never seen her cry before. The world her parents built for her is being broken by her parents.

It's twenty-eight years later and I know just what I'm not and what I am and even know that knowing is a matter of imagination. 

It doesn't matter, though. Of all the places in the world that I've been driven to, that's the only one I wish I never visited.

Because I know I broke my daughter's heart that day. Although in time, of course, she mended. 

For hearts are not a matter of this world and can't be really broken. That's why it hurts so much when breaking one.