Wednesday, June 3, 2015

seven quintets in search of a name

1.
already leaves 
ignite into sky 
as ravenous caterpillars 
burn in the name 
of transformation 

2.
the fox moves
in the moonlit emptiness
silver leaves living
only in the echoing
space-time of mind

3.
July fireflies
in the lilies of my June
imagination starring
Zhuangzi and the Amazing
Magicians of Las Vegas

4.
transformation is
emptiness is
impermanence is
illusion is
is

5.
deconstruction is
seeing no construction
ever was
including the past
tense of is

6.
mercury apollo
carbonated water
cadillac granitic
strawberry arising
being anonymous

7.
blossoming mountain
laurel almost seem
to grow gossamer
brightly closing
my watery eyes

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

untitled

1.

everything is 
consciousness 
except I 
consciousness is 
I

like
I think
therefore
I forget
I am

fourteen billion years of
working on the night shift
and all I get to wear is
this flower saying
self-aware


2.

I write for nobody
so if anybody hears me
they'll know who
they are
I am

only you
know
if
you know
I know

I am attached
to your dream
at the body-mind's assemblage point
of Hollywood
and I


3.

people are either
builders or
finishers
the fool has no
marble

dream time is
the best time
to be
or
not to be

(i hope kids are still
learning
long division
isn't
the solution

using 80-20
by the seventh generation
from out of one-million
there's like
a baker's dozen)


4.

mystic experience
of the experiential
now
is basically
the assemblage point

touching that
experiential
assemblage point
is like being
the moon

reflecting in the river is the moon
reflecting sun
being absolutely zero
equals I
love

This Experiential Play

Illusions last for more than thirteen billion years. The great enlightened and marvelous evolution is the wizard of it all.

In the audience are those that have been fooled to think they're separate from this wonderful and awesome universe of enlightening intent.

Listen to them laugh and cry. And laugh and cry. And laugh and cry. And scream and die.

Although it doesn't matter what they say or do—it's just a matter of observing what is true, to you. I am.

Monday, June 1, 2015

seventeen imagist chinese haiku tanka omaha

1
practice is type a
logic is type b
paradox is type 3
being is
type

2
if you look closely
you see the world
just as you need it
to be
to know

3
the universe contains this body-mind
and this body-mind is intending
to know I'm not this universe
but the universe is that
I know I'm I

4
paradox is the mother
of all logic
but it only takes one
to form
a religion

5
it's never mystic
because it's personal
and now that it's personal
it can't be mystic
so be it

6
i love love
but the personal
makes me think
it hurts
love!

7
sometimes the crown lies heavy
and sometimes i'm the crown
of all creation in tao
if it ain't one yin
it's another

8
under the influence
of love
it's best to love
before you have the time
to think about it

9
the transmission of mind
is
unconditional love
it's really not
a secret

10
no matter
how hard you try
you will never make the present
an identifiable product of the past
so drop it

11
we may believe
what we've been told
but i am
that
which never is said

12
my job is
to know
I am
thus I do
me

13
just hearing
truth
is like playing
music
in the hemispheres

14
hearing
three
in
five
as one

15
you can't mass communicate truth
it's the matter of one
on one
I speak
me can't hear

16
transformation is
like the seasons of the witch
that is green
this lyric
of the revolution!

17
imagist chinese haiku tanka omaha
original postmodernism
i can't believe
it's still
light

Sunday, May 31, 2015

my first latest-further poem

i can only imagine
what death appears to be
to one who thinks
i am something
that is born

Saturday, May 30, 2015

plato's free tanka & quantum tao


plato's free tanka

The darkness of a bee
is darting with a spontaneity
across the closed bright blinds—
thus one only sees
the shadow of being


quantum tao

the blinds were suddenly opened
and I was inundated by
green light—
the more focused it gets,
the less I'm able to say

Friday, May 29, 2015

loving at the sign of yin and yang

evolution happensnow

the present isn't drawn in lines

metaphors or myths are necessary butterflies

the way is at the crossroads of intent and sacrifice


not desire or fear but intent and sacrifice

not anarchy or empire but intent and sacrifice

not something or nothing but intent and sacrifice

not intent or sacrifice but intent and sacrifice

Thursday, May 28, 2015

transformation is another word for emptiness is not a word for tao

ten thousand tree frogs rattle while two peepers write their death poem

we are the nothing not even nothing crying out we could be something

i am my father’s deserted son we are my mother’s favorite daughter

the river never stops although it freezes over

Open Mirror

All the windows are open for the first time this spring. Within the vertical aperture, I hear the song of birds and a distant dog barking. In the horizontal shuttering, I taste the strong green leaf of later May.

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

Almost twenty-one years to the date, I saw this sight for the first time, and told the rental manager I’d take it. Tonight, I’m witnessing it again while reading a book of Japanese Death Poems which arrived at my door this afternoon.

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

After you've deconstructed all the world, deconstruct nothing—this blissful emptiness of transformation in that clarifying space of pure awareness. The intent of evolution makes the mirror and I intend to look within it.

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

The creator is not the seer. The mirror is not the seeing. And I am not the superficial view, although I only know myself by seeing through it. Ah, sensational perception is the awesome mirror, and surrendering all views is welcoming the seeing!

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

Unconditional acceptance of the experiential now is where I kill the guru. And, a word, you are what you kill. The secret to life is further. But before going further, get compassion. Spoiler alert: compassion is the mirror. And a little lower layer: love is the finished mirror; compassion surrenders all views.

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

As evolution surrenders the mirror, I see clearly. I love my map but I am the unknown terrain. And so, to write as if my latest line is my death poem: sometimes I kill myself! It’s true we were frogs before we landed. Reptile or insect? Known or unknown? Butterfly or Buddha? Firefly!

Was it from out of nothing that spring has come to this full leaf, or is it never something?

And what follows purple?

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Poetics of Ikkyu (Crazy Cloud) in Eleven Poems

1.
Hearing a crow with no mouth
Cry in the deep
Darkness of the night,
I feel a longing for
My father before he was born.

2.
Monks these days study hard in order to turn
A fine phrase and win fame as talented poets.
At Crazy Cloud's hut there is no such talent, but he serves up the taste of truth
As he boils rice in a wobbly old cauldron.

3.
Rinzai's disciples never got the Zen message,
But I, the Blind Donkey, know the truth:
Love play can make you immortal.
The autumn breeze of a single night of love is better than a hundred thousand years of sterile sitting meditation…

4.
Stilted koans and convoluted answers are all monks have,
Pandering endlessly to officials and rich patrons.
Good friends of the Dharma, so proud, let me tell you,
A brothel girl in gold brocade is worth more than any of you.

5.
Every day, priests minutely examine the Dharma
And endlessly chant complicated sutras.
Before doing that, though, they should learn
How to read the love letters sent by the wind and rain, the snow and moon.

6.
Bliss and sorrow, love and hate, light and shadow, hot and cold, joy and anger, self and other.
The enjoyment of poetic beauty may well lead to hell.
But look what we find strewn all along our Path:
Plum blossoms and peach flowers!

7.
Even if I were a god or a Buddha you'd be on my mind.
I sit beneath the lamp, a skinny monk chanting love songs.
The fierce autumn wind nearly bowls me over
And my heart is choked with thick clouds.

8.
Studying texts and stiff meditation can make you lose your Original Mind.
A solitary tune by a fisherman, though, can be an invaluable treasure.
Dusk rain on the river, the moon peeking in and out of the clouds;
Elegant beyond words, he chants his songs night after night.

9.
Sexual love can be so painful when it is deep,
Making you forget even the best prose and poetry.
Yet now I experience a heretofore unknown natural joy,
The delightful sound of the wind soothing my thoughts.

10.
Memories and deep thoughts of love pain my breast;
Poetry and prose all forgotten, not a word left.
There is a path to enlightenment but I've lost heart for it.
Today, I'm still drowning in samsara.

11.
Long ago, there was an old woman who had supported a hermit monk for twenty years. She had a sixteen-year-old girl bring him meals. One day she instructed the girl to embrace the monk and ask, "How do you feel right now? " The young girl did as told, and the monk's response was, "I'm an old withered tree against a frigid cliff on the coldest day of winter. " When the girl returned and repeated the monk's words to the old woman, she exclaimed. "For twenty years I've been supporting that base worldling!" The old woman chased the monk out and put the hermitage to the torch.

The old woman was big-hearted enough
To elevate the pure monk with a girl to wed.
Tonight if a beauty were to embrace me
My withered old willow branch would sprout a new shoot!

~Ikkyu
(tr. Sōiku Shigematsu: 1)
(tr. John Stevens: 2-11)