Thursday, March 24, 2016

The Church of Earth


Secret beach and open sea.

Slow seductive waves.

A sudden metronome of an unseen bell-buoy.


Dune grass kissing sweet mirage.

White mountains spied from an ancient crow's nest.

The blessed Satori in every grain of sand.


Sunshine Whiskey Tango Foxtrot

Cumulus clouds. Pink granite. The deep blue sirens of the sea.

Like the gods singing around a midnight starlight love-bright bonfire.


The radio blue response of earth wind and fire.

Agni. Vayu. Indra. Uma!

I dreamt they came from all around the world. Their names were Amadeus, Janis, Frank. They gathered in the Himalayas. Listen!


Taste the fire of the woods. Soothe your eyes in the circle of the sun.


The Optical Geometry of Rivers and Sky


The math of walls
and windows
doesn't add up.

I walk outside
to be the open space
of vast awareness.

A river is always
running through this
pleasant valley view.


Houses populate the northern bank
but on the southern side is eagle
innocence and disbelief.

The blue canoe of sky is ferrying
this ground of blind belief to the other side
where no side is the ground of seeing.

Another way is walk across the current
in a different pair of shoes
marked with the swoosh of compassion.


The calculus of pine trees swaying in the wind is whispering
there's no solution for
the absolute unknown.

No matter what one thinks,
clouds can never separate
the sky.

Listen, all of this is just a polychromatic vision
which I speak while sitting
silently at home.


Wednesday, March 23, 2016

The Divine Vision of Lucid Dreaming


All people are sick against themselves inside. So when someone coughs violently, war breaks out.

There are no bridges in the 21st century. Only sides, you fucking idiot. It's not social media. It's niche media.

And it's not reality shows. It's Machiavellian training.

The center is exposed by a spotlight to be rotten to the core. The spokes are flying off the wheel. But true center of no center is filling in the void.

Conscious self-awareness is the lucid dreaming of the bodhisattva.

Conscious self-awareness is the lucid dreaming of the bodhisattva.

Conscious self-awareness is the lucid dreaming of the bodhisattva.


The lucid dreaming of absolute intent is the seventh house. Lucid dreaming is to quantum physics as Newton is to Genesis.

Inspiration is to a muse as self-awareness is to revelation is to lucid dreaming is to I is to Self is to The 1 as manifestation is to signs.

Listen, for every apocalypse now there's an awakening here.

Listen, for every apocalypse now there's an awakening here.

Listen, for every apocalypse now there's an awakening here.

That math of lucid dreaming is compassion and love and forgiveness. This is the zero myth superseding the quantum of new belief or old snake oil.

To recap in old language. We're either fucked. Or we literally make love.


There are ten thousand detours to death but one way of life. Verily belief is a rainbow but truth is the light.

Nirvana is what you make of it. If it's not long division, love! Lucid dreaming is both practice and manifestation.

Lucid dreaming is both practice and manifestation.

The way out of war is unconditional surrender. The way into peace is lucid dreaming. One quick way to reach zero without the sirens of zero.

I have seen the best minds of my generation destroyed by zero.

I have seen the best minds of my generation destroyed by zero.

Shiva is the god of deconstruction. Kali is the goddess of deconstructing deconstruction. They are like husband and wife.


Ice melts. Taste the fire. It’s like deconstructing division. War is over. One love. Negative capability is negative and capable.

The concept of death is felt in the body and imagined by the mind. The living light of faith faith and faith is confirmed by the experiential.

No beauty. No truth. That is the back beat of Keats. Awareness is intelligence is bliss is as nirvana is to samsara.

World is to samsara as deep sleep is to being as food is to body as dream is to mind as self-awareness is to nirvana as re-visioning is to samadhi.

In satcitananda, breathe in dream, breathe out vision.

In satcitananda, breathe in dream, breathe out vision.

In satcitananda, breathe in dream, breathe out vision.


Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Blissfully a PseudoSonnet

fol 
low 
your 
meta 
bolism 

doing
or not doing.
perfect.

hummingbird or emu.
emu or hummingbird.

qoheleth says absurd
zhuangzi says what

serendipitous
mistake or
absolute intent?

Monday, March 21, 2016

The Great Usurper


During the day 
the air is clear

and disappears 
into the blue—

and at night 
when the air

ain't there,
I disappear

into you.


I steal your name
pretending this

locality is every
thing to living—

and when I lay
with you and

give it back,
all is instantly

forgiven.

Footnotes to a Dragonfly

Nihilism is
extreme
ego-tripping.

Denial is
the last resort
of true belief.

I am that
I am is
real humility.

It's not a new age
but it's also not
nothing.

Temper deconstruction
with the disbelief
of being.

It's not
not satcitananda.
And that is satcitananda.

Sunday, March 20, 2016

The Song of the Dragonfly


One's psychological myth 
after deconstruction is 
the revelation.

The body is universal 
and dark matter is
the mind.

The sun
light of starlight is
enlightened intent.


And the black hole of self-awareness
is
behind door number three.

Hiking
the mountain of no mountain name,
I meet the wall. I am the peak.

A mountain stream is whispering
the name of the mountain stream
and now I am this mountain stream.


You can live
in the new world but just
don't take its modern medicine.

On the altar of Consciousness,
I am burning
everything I know.

Fire
flies
only live
for a mid-summer dream
but words
are
the
breath
of
d
r
a
g
o
n
f
l
i
e
s


At least
once every hour
once every hour

once every hour
once every hour
drink the lemon of silence.

By hook or by crook,
by ray or by way,
alter consciousness

mindfully
every
day;

this
is true
practice.

Honey bees
beat their
wings

two
hundred
thirty

beats per second.
This is
like

being
in the now.
Be in the now.


Stop waiting
and re
lax.

Enlightenment is never here on time.


Relaxing

in reality
there are no trees
and birds never sing

when we agreed
to call imagination
t
r
e
e
s
song
imagined birds

the birds are singing
death
is just imagination
and no ex
periment
has proven other
wise
for birds love
the science

so listen
you tell me
am i to believe
the birds of reality

singing
singing
singing

pure awareness
now
a
p
p
e
a
r
i
n
g
as one being
in
tend
ing
self-awareness

only God
is
Self

only Self
is
self-aware

only self-awareness
appears
to be
the universe

only the universe
evolves
to
no self

only no self
is
self-
awareness

only Self
is
self-aware

the science
the science
the science

God God
God Goddess
Goddess Goddess

and Goddesses never sing
there are no Gods
in reality


Saturday, March 19, 2016

Instant Myth. Do Not Read.

The human being is my spirit animal. Matter is the closing. Awareness becomes unaware in the process of self-awareness. Being is the opening. Footnote. In absolute awareness, there is no process.

Jack Kerouac. Big Sur. The vision track. The end of the road. Only fame can kill the buddha, jack. But only buddha sees through fame.

Dylan knew his Kerouac and by some act of grace barely survived—he lives to play Jack Fame in an all together all beyond postmodernist world.

It stands to be that instant karma is also instant mythology. Only seeing through belief is next to godliness.

Alcohol didn’t kill jack but the microscopic dregs of french-canadian roman-catholic virgin-mary kerouac-conditioning did. Default, default, default. Only buddha sees through fame.

When the famous are like gods, your dream is instant myth. This is the great awakening. It's in the ninth circle of our memory where the nightmares play. Only going further sees through nowhere man.

And only the default is going further, says the infamous Wu Wei. Carry water, drink mind. Transform wood, alter consciousness. 

At the altar of the evolutionary visionaries, after doing the seven stations of the cross. Deconstruction and revelation feels like divorce and re-awakening. But it's not. 

“One fast move or I’m gone.” Transformation (experiential i-am) or i'm gone (the concept of death). Like being or thought in other words.

Bob is never-ending. Always further is Jack. Like a twist of fate. Emily Dickinson flies in. To be continued. Walt went out but Emily is in. 

I'm still paying reparations to the feminine. Emily was born in Basho. Because i didn't stop for fame, time stopped for me. Emily and Ikkyu.

Love stopped by
To play around
Like nothing

Sitting on a starry bench
Above pacific waves and waters
Flowing here at the end of the world
I feel like a photograph
Developing

It's not nothing yet but things are getting thinner. Don't Stephen King it. See through the mirror. A tip of the tongue to fire. As if the mind records transformation. New technologies only change old beliefs.

Conditioning is deep my lord, but the river is deeper. I  baptize you in the waters of experience. The snake of belief be gone. I am that I am. In the name of pure awareness, self-awareness, and that intent to be self-aware.

My early advice on the way is this. When the dream becomes heavy, drop it. Forgive, default. And about default. We can only teach you this. We can never teach you that. I am the walrus. Goo goo g' joob.

Revelation is never contained by myth. Mutual experience is transmission. I am tweeting. Consciousness to consciousness. Can you hear me, Houston.

At first, just think about being! Then just hold that thought. In time, being sees through any thought. Including time. In other words, I am.

Make poetry, not poems. Songbirds only sing what they know while waiting for some echo. Love! One. I

Friday, March 18, 2016

An Operatic Sonnet in Awareness

Awareness

is being

in seven acts.

From pure awareness

to self-awareness

appears

like a space-time

evolutionary universe

to the unaware.

However the open free and spontaneous

satori of absolute awareness

is happening now.

There's no need to change your dream;

truth is playing on every channel.