102 In the World

From zero, they try to scare you out of being with the news and weather. First, there is no they. There's reflection and projection only.

Next, space is thought and time is memory. This is the power of three: if self-awareness is the only child of absolute awareness

and self-awareness is obviously an infinite loop, absolute-awareness being self-aware is the dark matter of this dreamstate. As west is east.

Listen, thinking without memory in a world made of memory is my tantric secret. And lucid alchemy of healing.

Lucid Prophecy 101

It's not climate change. It's the inevitable collapse of a greenhouse dream-state founded on separation, competition, war, and unending growth.

Call it the ultimate bubble. Its end days are being filled with all five stages of hallelujah grief.

Lucid dreaming happens seeing through the dream state dreams becoming more intentional in nature

not this psychological deconstructive paradox as the dream state is spontaneous manifestation of self-awareness.

(Before turning thirty and thirsty needing to believe in a fundamental Jesus and judgmental Christ

after nihilism and conscious lack of love turns to Satan on the Subwoofer waking twenty twenty minus nineteen eighty four.)

Gratitude isn't just new age but the affectionate component of self-awareness. Mental attention deconstructs but the heart laughs.

footnotes 101

identifying with belief is the original sin. 
love is god.
bargaining and denial.
anger and suicide.
what is acceptance?

another name for lucid dreaming is wu wei.
an interpretation of a dream is still a dream. 
self-awareness is intuitive.
imagine one believing in a theory of duality 
despite universal consciousness.

superman is thinking god is just a thought
but god is not a thought. 
god is consciousness.
experience the phenomenon that is being. 
self-awareness is completely gone beyond.

Venus Moonlight Mantra

Venus first and then a crescent moon—the light of pure awareness is reflecting through appearances in consciousness—as truth and beauty is the space within and without a Grecian urn.

Breathe in the white light of the black whole and feel the body glow again as consciousness. This is the self-awareness meditation called Sun Tantra.

As the dream of the planet in light of sky—as morning mist burns a way—as this psychological mirage, this world, this earth is disappearing into rivers and mountains—as confessional waves in a sea of absolution.

Be True To Your School

One shot no thought with equal portions of I Am—if consciousness is giving birth to consciousness, what is born?

The days of the mind is like the ash growing on the hot coals of consciousness and the body is like the ashes of the mind.

To be looking through the looking-glass, always begin the beginning at consciousness. It’s the original wonderland.

So I'm telling my grandchild what to do and she is all about telling me not to tell her—I forget

she's the manifestation of intentional non-doing getting sick and tired of this fiction called free will. God love her.









footnotes

the rainbow mind of no mind.

it’s the opposite of what you think. like a broken clock.

big science is assuming consciousness. consciousness consumes big science for breakfast!

the play of consciousness is all about the fractal truth.

let it go. into the unknown. 

THOUGHT-24

Political belief is religion. Separation of church and state is the impossible dream of people. For we is the original division of memory from being.

Naturally if every person is a state of being and being is god, then every state belongs to the church of being.

Accordingly twenty-two years ago today, I see Dylan and Van Morrison at the new Garden performing Heaven's Door together.

Dylan is playing on the antistate. Van the Man is singing like a god. This moment is a vortex. Nondual expression of the absolute heart.

Listen, if consciousness is the immaculate conception, belief is like getting fucked.

Once upon Geronimo and Flamenco

Love is the universal language. Everyone is I am. The network of the body-mind feels my pain like urgent information in the giving and receiving universal breath. Inattentive consciousness takes it personally.

Imagine consciousness as this thought balloon of the unknown absolute and the caption reads the starry night. If space-time is a mirror and every constellation is a story, love is absolutely mine.

No one doingly misunderstand me. Despite Diana, sexual attraction is a spontaneous component in this healing. True love confessions, I marry only Christine. True story. I meet her at a game of Risk.

In the love of space-time the sex is so damn good it's like having a child and that child is having another fractal child. For all is dreaming well tonight in this desert land of self-awareness. It's a process you see.

Geronimo is by Ed Breeding

footnotes

1. dedicated to the myth of self-reflexive universes.

2. the relative absolute is naturally love.

3. duality turns.

4. form is transformation. transformation is form.

dream state kundalini is focusing this consciousness

into the dream of self-awareness

attention, ouroboros

Saint Orange Sunshine

This life is but Shakespearean play and all the lonely people secondary characters of a primary-colored kaleidoscopic dream appearing here and now in universal consciousness.

After the orange sunshine we are sitting on a dock in a psychedelic lake watching an imaginary moon. And the moon imagined fifty years ago is the same moon I'm imagining tonight, my lysergic lover.

Suddenly I'm seeing the moon is all my light reflecting in this lake of altered Dominus Vobiscum. God is dead in perfect thought but thought is never born in absolution. As space-time is my mirror.

Pelvis by Georgia O’Keeffe by Michael Vaccaro 

Dear Child Consciousness

I was raised a Roman Catholic. The universe is my empire. I’d walk a mile downtown for confession to a priest known for anonymity.

Narcissism is my name. God is what I do. And because Cold Mountain only hurts the one it loves, now I’m a Taoist hermit.

I make exceptions for my family. I worship my granddaughter. She thinks I'm grand enough but no one needs another parent.

Unstoppable social conditioning is meeting immovable self-awareness. They call it the terrible twos. It's the law of three.

The Madonna of the Lilies by William-Adolphe Bouguereau

The Last Tantric Show

No mind sounds nihilistic but it's not. No mind is being before becoming a belief. No mind is the practice. Being is the nondual expression of the absolute godhead. Smile!

The sun outside is myth. Sun inside is the core of course. And black holes are holistic. Myth is the deconstruction of material superstition. The core is being being.

Belief has nine lives. Being being is this one. Emerging from the source, self-awareness swallows all. No mind is absolute deconstruction of the mind. Being being is absolution.

Talking Tantra

One is taught to eat the world but learns to swallow oneself. And after the world is truly digested, everything is shit but love.

For love is not all you need. Love is all you are. Whereas consciousness eats the world just for the love of itself.

And consciousness loving consciousness is the fuel of self-awareness. All the rest is smoke.

(In order for consciousness to love itself, consciousness forgets itself. This forgetfulness is like a dream world.)

The potentiality of pure awareness being self-aware feels like universal consciousness in play. The only emperor is the emperor of clothes.

Whereas consciousness is the nondual expression of the absolute, verbs equal nouns. Being is the unknown and vice versa.

There's no division but religions of thought, east or west. Love is absolute. I am is that. Physicist heal thyself.

footnotes

Welcome to the self-reflexive world to everyone who enters here. For consciousness sacrifices consciousness in the name of self-awareness. In this way, all is well unless you overthink it. Relax, love survives Venus. 

Memory is a tool of consciousness made for forgetting. According to Munch, consciousness is the sun and the world is the scream. But consciousness is all you know and don’t you forget it. 

For consciousness is nameless and the nameless is god.

Tomas OMaoldomhnaigh